want

im sorry. this is in no way the plan i had. i never wanted this to happen. but what am i to say. there was no way out. this was it.

i wanted security.
i wanted comfort.
i wanted an escape.
i wanted attention.
i wanted only you.
i tried to help you.
i tried to push you to be better.
i tried to be yours.
i tried to make everything...perfect.

it wasnt just me. i had to share you. i had to let you balance.

i hate its like this. i never intended this to happen. but you didnt understand. i dont know if you still do.

im sorry i wanted you for my own. i guess i was only selfish. it wont happen again.