numb

ever been so content that youre a little numb to whats going on around?

ever since some big things took place ive been overall...happy...its a weird feeling since ive been stressed and upset for a really long time. but i got help. and now i can live with it. the expectations just became surprises if they came through rather than heartbreaks if they didnt.

ive gotten passed so many things and obstacles. ive learned to go through things rather than skirt around them. the longer i would hestitate and hold off the confrontation the bigger the storm got.

i wanna suggest a book to anyone that is willing to read it. it tells a story of storms and hurt. The Christmas Sweater is the name. its a great book. i learned a lot from it. anyone can borrow my copy if needed.

i hope this time of being content and happy lasts cause i LOVE it!!